There is a deep remembering within you, one that whispers this...
You are infinitely abundant and are meant to rest, revel in pleasure, and experience the deepest beauty, luxury, and joy.
We have lost the art of true beauty, and in doing so we lost the art of luxury, pleasure, and embodiment.
Without embodiment…
Beauty is shallow.
Luxury is devoid of the sacred.
Pleasure is addiction.
Desire is fueled by lack.
When you settle into your body and connect to the remembering inside of you…
You are infinitely abundant and are meant to rest, revel in pleasure, and experience the deepest beauty, luxury, and joy…
And you create a new way of being, one where your nervous system is dripping in GOLD.
In The Portal May you will reclaim what it means to be the walking embodiment of beauty, luxury, and joy at a soul and spirit level…
Beauty and luxury are sacred.
It is time we remember this and reclaim it.
  Most people are disembodied children running around in circles grasping for something outside of themselves to save them.
Or pretending they "don't care"
Or playing the victim to their financial position and making excuses around why they do not have "time" to shift their energetic vibration
Or believe that have already "done the inner work:
Some are:
Trying to "prove" through luxury brands while completely missing the true point of what it means to be living in luxury, "a condition of abundance or great ease and comfort."
Some are:
Filled with shame around luxury and allowing themselves to bathe in BEING luxurious, telling the story (consciously or unconsciously) that they must suffer because others are suffering or it isn't safe to land and allow beauty and luxury to thread through their lives
Some are:
Oblivious and settling for a life devoid of beauty and luxury because "this is just how life is"
Which one are you?
You have been sold a lie, one that keeps you looping in scarcity, fear and looking outside of you for the answers, seeking beauty to be sold to you when it is within YOU.
It makes sense because you have been told this is how you will stay alive.
What it has really done is stripped you of your innate beauty and power…
Are you ready to shift this and reclaim the true meaning of beauty and luxury?
    
    
This is for you if you:
          Experience guilt or shame around having desires
Are not connected to what it means to feel the purity of desire
Have not embodied your desire
Feel scattered and are always seeking something outside of you to “fix” you.
Criticize/berate/judge yourself and your body
Desire to be admired and revered for your beauty
Always seek the next “thing” to make you radiant
Rely on external approval to feel beautiful
Believe you will lose your beauty as you age
Do not apply lotion or oils to your skin everyday
Do not have daily beauty routines that are connected to sacred ways of being
Feel disembodied from your own beauty, relying on the external rather than nourishing the internal
Neglect yourself internally for external approval
Have forgotten the immense power that embodying beauty and luxury within holds
KNOW you have so much radiant light and struggle to break free from societal conditioning
Are addicted to MORE
        
      After this month you will:
Radiate GOLDEN light from your aura
Create a loving way of communicating with yourself, your body, and your being
Redefine beauty, luxury, and desire
Create a pure connection to YOUR desires
Define what luxury and beauty mean to you and create a blueprint for how to integrate them into your every day
Create a pure sense of beauty and radiance from within
Generate self confidence that SHINES
Release your addiction to more
Embody beauty and luxury the ways that ancient high priestesses and goddesses did
Become the energetic vibration of LUXURY
Integrate daily practices to amplify beauty and radiance
Reclaim your power and divine right as a sacred channel for beauty and luxury
        
      It is all inside you.
Sweet one, here is the thing…
Your soul and sprit desire:
Freedom
Connection
Love
Beauty
True luxury
The ability to just BE
To feel lit up, juicy, and alive
To know, through your entire being, that YOU are radiant, magnetic, and embodied in your power
No one loves luxury more than I do...
Cashmere, pearls, real gold, caviar, alpaca, silk, sheep skin rugs, vast views that extend forever, forest walks, beaches, the yummiest and freshest foods, beautiful clothing, rich oils for my skin...
My soul is happiest in beauty and luxury…
Yours probably is too, but you have been sold the lie that luxury has to look a cretian way or you have to make a certian amount of mney to experience beauty and luxury.
All lies.
The money wounds around this are a whole other topic, one that we will unearth in the process of shifting your relationship to beauty and luxury...
The world badly needs soul, spirit, breath, and humans who feel safe to embody beauty, luxury, and the abundance that flows from this state...
True beauty and luxury are abundant and your embodiment of them magnetizes abundance to you.
Disembodied beauty and luxury fuel the scarcity wounds.
Abundance heals them.
Scarcity:
- Looks outside for approval of beauty rather than radiating beauty from inside.
 - Looks to the world to tell you what luxury is.
 - Has an addictive charge to your desires.
 - Gets impatient.
 - Needs to prove.
 - Seeks outside for approval.
 - Cannot be in the unknown when it "seems" like it is not working
Grasps on, controls, manipulates, and is self-serving.
 
Abundance
- Radiates the most beautiful light from inside.
 - Knows beauty with full certainty
 - Makes every moment luxurious
 - Is calm, grounded, and patient
 - KNOWS that the void is perfect
 - Does not need to prove and can feel misunderstood without over-explaining
 - Abundance TRUSTS
 
So much of what is sold as beauty, luxury, and abundance is actually scarcity.
When you are connected to your spirit and soul you will FEEL the difference between frenetic energy that creates momentum and embodied calm that magnetizes.
You will feel the energetic difference between reaching outside vs. knowing your beauty innately and trusting in its frequency.
        
      Interestingly, because you are so used to the frenetic that will feel safer to you than the embodied magnetism.
This is where nervous system and attachment wound healing comes in, which is a key piece in all areas of The Portal.
In working with me, you create internal safety so you stop seeking external solutions.
You become the embodiment of beauty, luxury, abundance, and create the ease to access and create the life you desire.
The life that FEELS like you want it to.
It all comes back to YOU.
    
    In The Portal May you will create YOUR blueprint for beauty and luxury and it will become the golden thread through every facet of your life…
When you have a grounded, connected, and regulated nervous system AND an attuned to inner child you can FEEL the frequency of TRUTH, and it will allow you to release your ego defenses and create a life from your spirit and your soul.
THIS is when it gets really juicy, beautiful, and luxurious…
See, sweetest beauty, you have been disconnected from the abundance, magnetism, and juiciness of you.
You have been sold a lie of suffering, rigidity, control, and scarcity for survival.
And you bought it because your nervous system told you this is what you had to do for safety, to stay alive.
It makes sense.
        
      And it is sucking the joy out of your life.
There is a deep remembering within you, one that whispers this...
You are infinitely abundant and are meant to rest, revel in pleasure and experience the deepest joy.
I know you can feel it, deep in the void of your being where the greatest magic lives.
This is the truth of your soul, of your being, of the energetic imprint of beauty you are meant to leave in this world.
It is available to you at any moment all you have to do is anchor in...
This may feel terrifying.
Your nervous system will do anything to get you to keep reaching outside.
This is how it knows safety.
When you create internal safety you develop the consciousness to be more powerful than the defenses of your nervous system.
This is where freedom lies.
This is your greatest power.
This is how you fall in love with the unknown.
This is how you create the most beautiful life, and I would love to guide you there...
    
    Included in The Portal May:
2-hour LIVE hot seat mentorship call with Yarrow
1 hour workshop guiding you to create YOUR beauty and luxury golden thread
1-hour workshop on the purity of desire
M-F Telegram Broadcast channel from Yarrow with potent and powerful daily riffs to keep you connected to the material while feeling attuned to a nervous system who helps you feel safe to EXPAND
Questions for Yarrow Telegram Channel for individualized support
Daily meditation and chant imbued with the energetics of the theme for the month so you implant the energetics into your cells creating a juicy and potent new way of BEING
Community of powerful, intelligent, and expansive humans who are dedicated to healing, expanding, spiritually transforming and mastering energetics. This is KEY to feeling safe to step into the most powerful version of YOU. Being seen by people who are doing the same.