When you come home to and LOVE yourself life begins to feel magical in every moment…
Like you are popping cherries into your mouth while draped in the most luxurious silk, standing with your bare feet in the sand while the sun soaks your skin, your cells feel ALIVE, lit up, expansive, and as though you can create anything in your life…
Because YOU can.
You simply must feel safe to allow yourself to come home to and LOVE you…
Learning to come home to and LOVE you will ask you to hold yourself accountable to who you ACTUALLY are, not who you have been told you are, who your trauma responses have turned you into, or how you have sought safety through maladaptive coping mechanisms like making yourself small and people please…
Rather who you ACTUALLY are, the purity of YOU…
In The Portal October we will guide YOU back to you, to LOVING all of you…
Programs for the month:
The Initiation
The POWER of honoring YOU
You are a BIG F’ing Deal
Who does she think she is?
Romanticizing and loving you
Meditation, chant and kriya to connect to you and amplify your magnetism.
M-F Telegram broadcast with activations, explorations, gentle and loving reminders, exercises, and riffs, to keep your nervous system attuned to shifting on a daily basis.
After this month you will:
Come home to YOUR essence, release addictive behaviors that keep you disconnected from you, and begin to undo all of the ways you have distracted from you.
Honor yourself, to hold your boundaries and your standards with gentleness and kindness rather than rigidity and anger...
To feel safe to process the anger that needs to be processed so you can come back to a state of pure bliss and connection...
Create safety in your body to allow yourself to release people pleasing, fawning, and the good girl.
Feel safe to settle into your body, communicate your needs, and trust that you will be supported.
Take action towards your VISION for your life, the one based on who you actually are, not the one based on unprocessed trauma.
Feel safe to express and process your pain without making yourself wrong.
To feel safe to have feelings, process those feelings and connect back to YOU in every moment which will set you free...
To feel able to laugh and smile with such joy that your eyes light up like a child.
To flirt with the world and feel expansive and joyful in every moment.
To love yourself is so much more than bubble bath and boundaries and self-care...
To love yourself is to dig into the deepest, darkest parts of you, to allow your whole being to come alive and come home is the place that will set you free.
This is what we are doing in October in The Portal - coming home to and loving you,
and there is literally nothing more valuable than rewiring your nervous system so you feel safe to attune to the magic and purity of YOU...
To honor yourself, to revere yourself, to come home to yourself, to know with full certainty in your being that you are the most precious and valuable thing in the world...
This is freedom and will create the greatest joy and gratitude you will ever know...
The greatest act of courage and rebellion is THIS...
Coming home to and LOVING YOU...
You are deeply conditioned to abandon yourself, to dishonor yourself, to think that you are not worthy, and the greatest act of courage is learning to feel safe to believe in your infinite power, magic, light, and the ability to create your life...
To know with full certainty that you have the POWER to connect back to the purity of YOU, to land in your body, breathe deeply, and know that you are home and you can trust yourself, to create your life, and BE expansive and magnetic as you do.
When you feel safe to trust yourself in this way, you have the power and the sovereignty to BE ALL of you without reaching outside of you for validation or saving...
Without getting graspy with money, clients, a relationship, your business, your job, your friends or some other outside force that you think will save you...
This will only cause you to sacrifice yourself further.
You have been conditioned to believe that you are not worthy...
Here is the truth, sweet one, you are infinitely worthy and always have been.
You not believing in yourself is a product of society stripping away the beauty of you and making you feel small.
When you do the healing to create safety in your nervous system to come home to and LOVE YOU, your entire world transforms in the most magical of ways...
No longer do you:
Not stand up for yourself in the workplace, not honor your necessary needs-- going to the bathroom, eating lunch, taking space to breathe for a moment
Not feeling safe to speak up when you feel uncomfortable
Not feel safe to honor your precious time and say a sacred NO
Overwork, overdo, over apologize, rush and run around frenetically
Not feel safe to honor yourself in dating and sex, give yourself away to people who you don’t even know you
Not honor your body, your heart, and the beauty of who you are.
We are deeply disconnected from ourselves because we live in a traumatized and addicted society.
Trauma is the disconnection from self.
Coming home to yourself, connecting back to yourself, will ask you to feel safe to process the trauma coded into your nervous system and rewire your nervous system back to connection, joy love, expansion, and magic.
Coming home to yourself is the greatest act of courage in a world that asks you to be anything other than you...
There are so many ways you are taught to abandon yourself in society, and it creates mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual disease...
Inflammation
PCOS
Migraines
Anxiety
Depression
ADHD
Fear being seen
Fear of intimacy
Lack of libido
Lack of that lack of vitality
Lack of life
Force
Deep fears of being yourself
Sedating who you are and what you believe
We are so deeply disembodied that we are seek a home outside of ourselves...
You are your home...
To come home to yourself, to truly love you is the most valuable thing you will ever do in your life
This is what we do in The Yarrow Kae World, and we are dedicating the entire month of October in The Portal to it…
The Portal is a system to rewire your nervous system out of contraction, fear, and scarcity and into connection, abundance, and expansion...
Here's how it works:
The one thing MOST people miss when it comes to nervous system rewiring is this...
When you rewire your nervous system out of scarcity, contraction, and fear you must attune to a nervous system that is calibrated to connection, abundance, and expansion.
Here's why: without having the other person to attune to you WILL resort back to the old behaviors of the people around you because we are attachment based creatures and we know safety through what our people are doing...
So, in order to shift you must attune your nervous system to other people who are expanding as well.
This SHOWS your nervous system that it is safe for you to shift your energetic vibration.
During your time in THE PORTAL, I will be the nervous system you attune to, so you feel safe to recalibrate your energetic vibration and learn a new way of BEING in the world.
Everything I teach, I have walked through I have embodied, and I guide you to do the same.
Each month we have a theme (themes are listed below)
You will receive 1 meditation and 1 chant to do every single day for the month.
We have a Telegram broadcast where I will be dropping DAILY (M-F) activations, processes, meditations, energetic upgrades, healing moments, and riffs.
Staying connected to this channel becomes your daily reminder to stay connected to shifting into connection, abundance, and expansion.
WE ALL NEED THAT DAILY DOSE OF MAGIC.
We are inundated with media, gossip, drama, chaos, news, sports, BS distraction after BS distraction...
I want YOU to feel safe to attune your frequency to the purity of YOU, to abundance, connection, joy, pleasure, love, truth, and freedom...
THIS is the place to create that safety, to FEEL how you want to feel in your life, and to stay connected to ways of being that other people call "crazy."
Sweet one, there is NOTHING crazy about believing in the magic, light, and pure abundance of the universe and YOU...
You simply must feel safe to.
Each month, I will guide you through a series of programs to help you rewire your nervous system out of scarcity, fear, and contraction and into connection, abundance and expansion around a certain theme.
We will have 1 LIVE 2 hour call per month. This call is sacred. I will give hot seat mentorship and processing.
You are free to join for 1 month ($555 per month) or you can join for 12 months ($333 per month or $3600 PIF)
